STreSS a LeH

Sorry blog..
I will only think of you when i have no one to share about my problems..
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I'm already a university student now..
Should be happy la..
So lucky to get the best accommodation with 6 peoples in a 3-bedroom unit and all of my housemotes are easy-going and fun, though it's the last minute application..
So lucky to live in the same unit with Xiuxing who is same as me, a loyal fan of tvxq..
So lucky to get full scholarship to study in the university, though there are many gengyao out there..
So lucky that mum beh tahan fetching me to and fro and let me drive my big-butt MYVI to uni..

But hor..

In the 3rd week of the sem I already hurt myself twice lo..
1st time playing badminton without cutting my toe nails..the whole thumb nail CHAP into my flesh..now my toe nail already black black colour..so watdat..
2nd time play basketball with gengyao too..then didnt warm up well enough and sprained my leg..not recover yet..luckily it's left leg la..now everyday have to wear slippers and drive to school..feel so guilty..I study environment de leh..
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Maybe this university ranking is not that high compare to Singapore unis..so i thought it's quite easy to get good result in this uni..
Somehow, I just found that everyone here almost all got the high acheiver scholarship one lo...
Many JPA, Petronas scholars here..SPM 13 As one also got o..
Somemore people here are mostly chinese..All of them can speak both chinese and english so well..and they're all so competitive..
Haih..
It's one year since I have graduated from secondary school lo..
Those stuffs that are once sapsapshui one already forget all..It's like I have to revise everything all over again..
Lecturers will also simply throw you something on the 1st week and want you to finish it by one week time without informing you beforehand..and this even happened for three consecutive weeks..
Now there are 5 reports pending in my lists..Two have to be done before next tuesday..
77777777777777777777777777777777777 STress leh..
Cant go for sport to relax pun..my leg cant even walk lo..
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Suddenly miss all my friends in secondary school and PLKN so much..
Most of them already left for other countries to study..
Now almost half of the contacts in my handphone are not reachable..
So sad..Alone..
Really miss you all..

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Can la..
发泄完了。。
死去做报告。。